I've been dumped by RMan. He started acting weird last weekend and all this week and now he won't even answer when I call. I have no idea why except he was upset that my son's birthday party is tomorrow at the ex's and the family is going and I'm going. I asked him to go with me and he said he'd go but reluctantly because my family wants me back with the ex. He must have chewed me out three or four times about that since he met my family. The thing is, who cares what THEY want? I am not going back to that life.
I won't lie to you and tell you it doesn't hurt. It does, very much. I am doing my best to remember God always knows what is best but this is difficult to work through. It is for the best - he called me chunky and was always on me to lose weight (I wear a size 14; it's not like I'm an XXXL or something). So I do need someone more positive in my life who can accept me as I am. I just right now don't feel like there is anyone out there that can. Say a little prayer for me - it's gonna be a long weekend....
1 comment:
OMG, no you do not need him in your life. there is nothing wrong with a size 14. great solid size! i know it is easy for me to say, but you are better off without him. i have never met you, but i can tell you are a beautiful person inside and out!! your kind words have proven that! hang in there, and i will pray for you, and HIM!!!
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